I honestly can’t love myself. I don’t know what love is. I’m not that attractive at all. I constantly get rejected by guys who are DUSTIES. I invest so much into my looks and I’m still 20 years single. Still get treated like shit by guys. They say be the best version of yourself but honestly I’ve tried that and still nothing. I’m tired of hearing how young I am. So what. I’m not pretty enough to be FDS. I wanted to wait for the right HVM to give myself to but I’m not even pretty enough. Also I’m tired of the “don’t be desperate” comments. Well I am desperate. Seeing all my friends boo’ed up so easily makes me want to get plastic surgery. Plastic surgery just to be loved. Or I’ll just become a hoe because I’m not lovable. Love that. crying right now