so online I had been stringed along by a guy who is really out of my league. he is really muscular, handsome as hell and well...endowed.

but the thing is he delusioned me into thinking that he actually cares about me as a person. when we first started talking I actually told him that we only should continue if he is okay with having casual conversations too bc I was tired of other guys only wanting to sext and nothing else. he agreed to it. now I can see how that was a lie. and I know I shouldn't have reveal to him what I wanted from a guy.

so we had 1 great conversation, he was really sweet and told me how he found my ability to hold a conversation really great. but after that conversation we started sexting the next day