It was great for two months and I thought he was HVM but then he didn't reply or read to my one text for a week. I tried to ask him how he's doing to make sure my last message did come through. He didn't reply for 12 hours. I'm disappointed he's a LVM but I feel like I won because I never begged him for anything and now he just showed his true colors. I feel good although I got emotional over someone's potential. I know this is a small step, but I like it. Also Selena Gomez's new album helps. How the hell is this sub bad when you say that it's ok not to get a guy for attention? I'm sorry, but at least we're not pickmeisha like most of our friends in LTR with LVMs.

Also I realized my father never made me cook for him when mother was away so I'm not used to do stuff for men. My parents might be distant,but at least they teached me never to bow down for a guy.