Today I was reminded of this accidentally totally insightful feminist quote from a child rapist after overhearing my neighbour making the most annoying sex noises of all time. It was so obnoxious & fake that she couldn't possibly have gotten it from anywhere other than porn. (She actually sounded like a little girl screaming in pain, so any man who gets off on that is fucking disgusting shame on him)
It made me sad because I could recognise myself from high school in her voice, & I know for a fact I was never even enjoying myself & was only squawking like that because I'd been groomed by our culture. Every decade seems to get worse for women & better for pedophiles. The gold standard of attractiveness today is literal drag queen makeup and 13 year olds are wearing it, as well as following more & more sexualised fashions. We have to shave to look like little girls. Violent pornography is not only accepted & expected but actually encouraged. 'Barely legal' is one of the most popular types of porn. TEEN GIRLS ARE ENCOURAGED BY OUR MEDIA TO THINK SLEEPING WITH OLDER MEN IS EDGY AND COOL. And that's just the sexual side, all the social encouragement to be scared of saying no and to be subbordinate to men and don't be a prude or a virgin doesn't fucking help either.
Like, fuck. I have a 19 year old friend who's proudly started working as a stripper, she asked me to do it with her cuz she thinks it'll be fun. today when I told a friend how depressed that made me he yelled at me for not being sex positive. Fuck the world. When I became an evil sex negative SWERF my life got instantly so much better than my teenage libfem years which I spent getting hurt by men because culture told me that was normal, cool, and obligatory. IMO the sex industry is the most urgent problem for western women and it's getting so much worse every single day. I'm so depressed.
I think this all leads to a situation in which young girls & women are getting essentially raped or at the very least abused but aren't realising it, and are complicit in it because it's so normalised. I really want to change this so I'm just going to start speaking up in my life, fuck the haters I know deep down somewhere every girl knows this to be true.
