so today I had to go to the library for books. I plan to work on my looks (looksmaxxing, r/Vindicta) when finals are over but I already try to look nice. I always make sure my hair is not greasy, skin care, etc. and today I actually took time to properly put on my scarf, winter coat so the collar sits well on my neck and shoulders. I also pulled my hair out from under the scarf and laid it nicely on top of everything.

I know it doesn't sound much but I felt good that I took that few moments to put effort into my looks and I felt good. I held myself straight up, I could feel that my gaze was piercing and my steps were certain and long as my high heeled boots clicked along.

and it showed. I know that looksmaxxing is not and shouldn't be about men. but I noticed that a few men noticed me. I know how that sounds, but as someone, who is still trying to embrace her feminity, who is still working on her looks this felt really nice.

it felt especially nice bc winter is my weakness when it comes dressing nicely. I can dress nicely and look more attractive during summer bc of summer dresses. but during winter I'm mostly seen in my winter coat (which is actually elegant) and ugly sweater (I will buy new ones when I have time).

so yeah. that felt good and wanted to share this with you ladies :)