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I got banned from r/suicidewatch for talking about this. Im suicidal because im a disgusting slut.

February 11, 2020

I got banned from r/suicidewatch for talking about this.

Im suicidal because im a disgusting dirty and gross whore. Im only aroused sexually by beautiful men. No matter where I talk about this I get banned or silenced because its that pathetic and gross. My last post got removed by a moderator and I was told I didnt seem suicidal enough. Im a cutter and i one time have to have 100 stitches at the hospital in my left arm. For anyone who doesnt think im suicidal enough or serious i have razors i can take pictures of to prove that i am. You are welcome to message me about it.

For context here's a bit about why ive been getting banned:

I've been reading a lot on reddit about dating & attraction lately. A lot of men keep telling me that most women are able to be aroused by ugly men so long as those men say & do the right things. I am not this way though. I just like beauty. My question is: is this how most women are?

Ive been trying to talk about this on various subreddits and getting banned.

The first subreddit I tried talking about my love of beauty on was r/cuckoldpsychology and got banned.

Then I tried posting about it on r/purplepilldebate and also got banned.

When asked why I was banned they cited a comment of mine where I'm talking about good looks being a key component to attraction. I got banned for it then muted when trying to talk about it with mods. Do mods hate female sexuality??? Here's my conversation with the mods, as well as the comment that I made: https://m.imgur.com/8SLxF6f

So that brings me to my question: are most women like me and they get aroused by beauty?

I always just considered this a part of my sexuality? Is it wrong or dirty?


Do women hate other women for their sexuality? I ask because I got banned from r/askwomen for asking about my sexuality & if it was normal for women to love beauty. I was told that it was not an appropriate question. When I asked if it was appropriate to talk about sex I was muted.

Here's my conversation with the moderator.

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Title I got banned from r/suicidewatch for talking about this. Im suicidal because im a disgusting slut.
Author createweirdstories
Upvotes 3
Comments 9
Date February 11, 2020 2:05 AM UTC (3 years ago)
Subreddit /r/GEOTRP
Archive Link https://theredarchive.com/r/GEOTRP/i-got-banned-from-rsuicidewatch-for-talking-about.332194
Original Link https://old.reddit.com/r/GEOTRP/comments/f2193m/i_got_banned_from_rsuicidewatch_for_talking_about/

[–]W4rlord1851 point2 points  (5 children) | Copy Link

Uuuh question, what does your attraction for handsome men have to do with cuckold psychology? I mean I can see why you keep getting banned and thrown out of places if you keep asking these questions in subs completely unrelated to your question. Also try r/femaledatingstrategy that's basically a femcel sub and I'm sure that they would welcome your question over there.

[–]createweirdstories[S] 1 point2 points  (4 children) | Copy Link

I tried cuckold psychology first months ago to talk about these things. Because i had read online that cucks allowed their gfs/wives to sleep with other men to gain sexual satisfaction. But none of that is true. Cuckolds are just as insecure as regular men if not way way more and they hate beauty.

[–]W4rlord1851 point2 points  (3 children) | Copy Link

I think you might have a problem with how males are depicted in pornography.

[–]createweirdstories[S] 1 point2 points  (2 children) | Copy Link

I dont look at porn. I mean i come across it but i dont use it to cum.

[–]W4rlord1850 points1 point  (1 child) | Copy Link

That's worse, that means the only real interactions you have that would influence you would only come from film and television or romance novels if you read them. I mean if you want to hang out waiting for your Chris Hemsworth to come swoop you off your feet then that's up to you. Hell I wouldn't kick him out of bed and I'm not even gay. And if you can get yourself one then I say go for it. I'm sure there's some strapping lad out there with your name on. Wait I've completely forgotten what your actual point was. You got banned for saying you only want to shag handsome men? That it? Doesn't seem fair, I just got banned from r/domesticabuse for telling a woman whose partner would beat her harder if she cried out or fought back to get the hell out of there. Apparently its horrible and insensitive to tell them to leave their abuser. Welcome to reddit where you get banned for shouting in the echo chamber.

[–]createweirdstories[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children) | Copy Link

Idk who that is. Yea i got warned on forum for women who were diddled as children for telling a woman the same thing. The mod told me that telling that to a abuse victim can send them into a crisis. But i got banned from suicidewatch for apperently hating abortions (i love them btw) and they dont have any protocal regarding that? Pathetic. If i kill myself im including that in the note.

[–]elmoboy23230 points1 point  (2 children) | Copy Link

Are you suicidal because you love beauty or is there something else? , it's ok to like beautiful things but dont get stuck in this mindset

[–]createweirdstories[S] 0 points1 point  (1 child) | Copy Link

Its beauty.

[–]elmoboy23230 points1 point  (0 children) | Copy Link

So you want to kill yourself because you love beauty ? If so, we should all die then

You can kill a man, but you can't kill an idea.

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