I think I'm finally in a place where I can realize what my ex did to me 5 years ago is not my fault.
I don't know what it is, but I think it has a lot to do with how many options I had...
I could have killed her.
I could have kidnapped our son in some vain effort to protect him from her.
I could have kept fighting her in court for decades, bankrupting myself just to have the right to be with him.
I could have played super nice with her, even though she's a cunt.
I think now I'm finally free to lead by example. If my son sees that I walked away, he won't have to do a lot of math.
there doesn't seem to be anything here