I just try to throw my wife out of my apartment.

She is an insecure always think i cheat on her, when she try to grab my phone to do a full investigation, I refuse, because i respect myself and i have nothing to hide. She just went on a berserk rage starting to throw bottle at me, hit me, slap me...

What i am suppose to do? i am a 6 foot, 200 lbs and i do martial art since 4 years, she is a 120 lbs skinny Asian. If i even defend myself, i will be label as a 'women beater' and go to jail in a second . So i left home going at the police station asking for help before this situation end up bad. The feminism brainwash police officer told me:

"this is not the same thing for women" "Just be a man, deal with it" "Go sleep on the couch'' "be a man"

He went to talk to my -soon to be ex- wife telling her she should left me because I am mentally unstable. Hey cant you imagine if this was my wife going to the police station asking for help? Well, according to the law, a "men'' should put up with abuse and just go sleep on the couch.

As a blue pilled, I treated her like a princess, all the gift, all the week-end dedicated to her activity, cancel my martial art/friend/own interest to be with her, i even buy her a Tiffany ring, Cook for her, bring her lunch to her work, giving her the best sex of her live (she always cum first) and much more. It was never enough, i was still, ''uncaring'' ''never there for her'' ''selfish" etc...

I swear, i was on the ground, washing the floor with a rag, and she was complaining the trash need to be take outside, while she is on the couch watching TV. I protested, asking her to give me the time to finish my current tasks. and there you go again, she explode with rage, being physically violent and i have to flee from my own apartment.

Outside, she display the "mask of sanity", i never saw someone in my life with such compassion, understanding, humble and always smiling and be nice with other. But behind the wall of our home, the mask fall down and i became the punching bag to release her rage.

Asian have good side, on the fidelity side, it was great, but still bad, little secret text with other man telling her she is pretty, secret supper with "little brother", bragging about how other man compliment her while we have a fight.

My self esteem was always base on female attention and being in a serious relationship, being alone was my biggest fear since i don't have a family and i was willing to put up with abuse as long as was still in a relationship.

Well now, i just started to take the Red Pill and i slowly start to discover the live of freedom waiting for me. I am in the Canadian-Navy, well paid job, i am in great shape and now i can focus on martial art. I will stop to depend on female attention for my self esteem, it just not worth it. I will stop to worried about the men-bashing and just avoid it.

Do you think i am on the good path for positive change?