And asked a woman to move in with me.

Luckily, she has time to not make a decision and, if she does make a decision to take me up on my drunken offer, I can not follow through with it.

Alcohol is POISON.

What should I do?

I usually don't even drink enough to get a "buzz". Last night was so bad and now I feel fucking physically sick along with the disgust I have for my actions.

Why does alcohol turn my usual red-pilled self into purple-pilled moron?

Any advice is welcome on what to do about it.