I'm a young guy. 17 years old to be exact. I took the red pill 2 months ago and truly felt that I was enlightened. But recently the effects of being bluepilled for so long are showing and I'm starting to long for a bluepilled future. And I'm truly scared because I know what lies down that path. But my mind just keeps wanting it like an addict or something.

This sub was the place where I first found the redpill so I am asking for help here. Thanks for reading.(and sorry if the writing wasn't good. Just woke up)