i know i should know better by now, and since swallowing the red pill have dodged some serious bullets, i can recognize the signs instantly. either way one of the things i really want out of life is to find a life partner. i'm not gonna settle for some dumpster slut or gold digger, which is to say basically all women, but at the same time i can't really let go of wanting to find someone to love. it's probably not going to happen given how most women are very low quality, but it's not really something i can necessarily make peace with.