Life feels longer when you're single. I was supposed to spend my life from 30-60 with a woman and kids but now I'm planning on being single for the rest of my life. Something doesn't feel right. It's like that time period isn't supposed to be spent alone. It just feels too long.

I'm trying to keep myself busy. It's must harder to live life on autopilot when you're not working so much and having to live up to society's expectations. I'm constantly able to have a lot of time alone to think and I can't just escape my thoughts.

On MGTOW married men say that men die earlier because they want to escape marriage. I don't want to escape life or get married because I'm bored. How do you deal with life feeling longer when you're trapped in your head?