I wish i knew all that i know now back then, it would have saved me so many headaches and pains.

I am now 47y old and in the last 7 years have been changing my ways. At first i realize that women will never make me happy, after talking to so many people and seeing the truth for myself, the separation, cheating dumping the lost of house divorce, kids etc....

After my ex left after 9y i went through the red pill rage, and have come to realize that she was the lesson in life that all women are self centred and selfish, with a cold heart. The last straw came after i wasted my time online dating with a good profile meeting below average and very shallow most of them single moms. I realize what i would have been getting into, even if in today standards its normal to date single mothers, because they all had kids at one point i was going against the grain.

MGTOW is the true alpha male in the making, MGTOW does not brag nor chase material possession, after all if you need a 100k car to be happy and a 400k house, you walk all over people snitch and are a brown noser to advance your career then you are not a MGTOW, your just a plain idiot.

The course of my change as been well beyond women, over the years i let people walk over me, disrespect me, even if i am a big man, the found out that people fear me.......

The biggest change in my life was about 6 weeks ago when i got into a situation with a prostitute and her pimp, i knew her from an agency, then i saw she went independent i message her and we schedule a meeting at a cheap motel down town Montreal, when i got there, she said she had ordered some cocaine and left the room, stupid me i paid her, then a black guy knocks on the door, and tells me i have to leave because the cops are coming and prostitution was illegal.

I told him to give me back my money and he played stupid, i ended up calling the cops on him, following death treats and robbery. The cops came and that black guy told them that with my size i was scaring him, quit funny, i did not want to stir shit at that motel because i did not know how many people where there with him, if they where armed etc.

I got my money back and learn a valuable lesson, that gave me the extra kick and i started to read about living like a warrior. Facing my fears, standing up for what i believe, never let people push me or jerk me around anymore. And get in the best shape of my life.

At 47 if you did not waste your life with smoking, drugs alcohol, you still have a lot of mileage to go, i recently started training HIIT with kettlebell and my cardio is getting back up, i found out that you don't need super heavy weight to build and shed fat and that doing 30 seconds exercise with a 20 to 30 pound kettlebell will do wonders for cardio and muscle development. I also got a wavemaster XXL punching bag and will start boxing and muay thai drills. My condo as been change in a small gym and i love it.

I have a new goal this year its to further this way of living, am i gonna make it an habit to get in dangerous situation like i did with that whore and the cheap motel, of course not, i was lucky that night to get my money back and get out clean, that black guy could have been armed but he was not, and i could have been jumped by a few of is buddies.

But learning to defend myself is my top priority if situation like this arise and i must fight for my life. I also plan to lose unwanted weight, got my nutritional plan and can't wait to see what i will look like in 6 month.

If you notice i never mention any women in there......... because they are so far down in my priority list and i just wanna fuck if that ever happens again...... dating and relationshits are out.