Warning: There are medications that will monkey-wrench your health

My doctor put me on this anti-bi-polar medication, not because I was bi-polar, but because I had migraine troubles. I wish like everything that I had gone online and searched that med before agreeing to be on it. Jesus, that stuff sucked. It did prevent my headaches, but the side effects were unbearable. It made me tired all the time, and not just a little sleeping. It was knocking me out for something like 18 hours at a time. It also made me forgetful, and I mean really really forgetful. I would forget what I was doing right in the middle of it. One day I needed to endorse a check and I couldn't remember how to sign my own damn name! The other kicker was that shit stimulates your appetite. It does that shit while making you inactive -- you want to sleep all the time. The result is you put on weight. I finally went online and read testimony from other people using that shit, and EVERYONE said they gained weight on it. So now I'm off that shit and I've got a bunch of weight I need to lose, and during a pandemic. My apartment complex has closed down our workout room, but I don't know that I would go there even if it were open. I don't want to catch that shit. I'm finding a way around that, however. I've been searching in Youtube for "prison workout" (per some advice from a dude right here on MGTOW).

Dudes in prison ain't got the luxury of signing up for 24-hour fitness or whatever. My complex does have a nice big lawn and a dog park, so I'm just going to go running. Then I'm doing the same exercises that an inmate can do in his prison cell. It's less than ideal, but you work with what you got. I've wondered how people who work on a ship stay in shape, and this might be how. There's a lot of tough stuff going on right now. We've got this damn pandemic, and in America our system of government is basically broken with two parties that don't give a shit about us. And the system of mating is broken down worldwide, thanks to fem1n#sm.

In short, all we got is MGTOW. The only thing we have is our own initiative to make our own lives better. I've been working on becoming a good guitar player. I play every day. Now I'm going to get this workout thing going, in less than ideal conditions. I gotta combine that with healthy eating habits. My kitchen is dysfuncti0nal too. I've got to get my landlord on fixing some shit before I can even use it. I've been eating canned food that I heat up in the microwave. I'm not b1tching. I'm grateful not to be out on the street, and I've got a work-at-home job. I do want things improved though. My thought is, be grateful for what you've got, but work to improve stuff as a gift to yourself.