Women at their unspiritual state are fake , fake hair, fake eyelashes, fake smiles, fake promises, fake compliments, fake happiness (excitement and distractions is all they comprehend), and fake love. They cannot love cause they don't have peace inside them. You kind of saw the deadend of all this, and want to see some truth in life.

**Not distractions like the ones society uses to forget its mortality. we've built a whole culture to circumvent our consciousness around our inevitable demise. rejoice though, cause true life begins from this life, and death is then feared no more. if you don't find Truth, this demise will indeed be a final death worse than the one materialists claim to be the end all be all. but if you "die for the world" TODAY (means if you leave behind your old self and fallen desires) you will live forever.**

living for the world=dying inside and living in a matrix of lies.

dying for the world and finding Truth=getting to the substance of life.