My "toxic" thought process.

I am trying to discard my unnecessary emotions, like love(horny), depression, sorrow, jealousy, stress, fear, bitterness. I feel like these are evolutionary and will not help you in modern-society, thus must be removed be it slowly or quickly.

I am not recommending this to any weak-willed, this journey is like ripping yourself to shreds only to rebuild yourself to distance self from biology and ideology. It's pain over and over until you don't feel it anymore.

I hope the results will be satisfying for me, because who else will I do it for? A woman or man? Hell no.