My counselor told me that i had "took my bat and ball and went home" In regards to a relationships with women.

I believe i have been left with ptsd after a 6 year relationship with the devils daughter that end 3 years ago. Daily im tormented with thoughts of the abuse i endured (psychological).

My younger brother has two children with his soon to be wife. He lives in a happy wife happy life household, he is a slave to her. He is the most miserable person i know.

Tap n go thats my motto.

Why is it so hard for people to fathom that i don't want a girlfriend? Why would i tourture myself.