They always saw me as an investment who was supposed to become Chad because I grew up in a better environment. When I was growing up they would comment on my friend's looks. They always believed I would grow into a Chad by playing lots of sports and eating healthy.

When I was a teenager they would always compare me to celebrities and male models. They would always point out how attractive they were and how ugly their parents were.

> "Ugly people can have attractive children. You can end up like them if you listen to us and work hard."

> "You need to be more social. How are you going to get noticed if you keep living a simple life?"

I don't know why they expected me to be a celebrity but they started to lose hope when they saw I wasn't that attractive. They kept calling me a failure because I was going to be working a regular job like everyone else. I think they wanted me to become famous so that they could make up for something in their own lives.