I know that some men treat women like shit, i guess that i treated some of my ex the same way.... but as i got older and more serious i change, i decided to be a good man, and do what social programming as been showing me all my life, provide and take care of the women i will be with.

I know that my ex girlfriend was special in a none mentally sane way. With her attention deficiency, she also had anguish issues, head in the cloud, very cold, never quit new what she was thinking cause when you looked at her it was all blank.

I guess my frustration for my separation came from the fact that i was a fucking idiot who tried to make this shit couple work, invested so much, gave without asking nothing in return..... spend countless hours in the waiting room at the hospital with her because she was hyperventilating, the birthday cake i got each year that cost a lot of money, i defended her when things went bad either at her jobs or with friends..... etc..

The fact that i could have cheated countless times but i stayed faithful......

Its normal to stop loving someone, hell everyone is separating theses days..... i was also thinking of the house we invested in and so much more.

But when the time came to break up she never though about all of this, the only thing she wanted was me out of the house in 3 days will she was fucking her new guy.......

I got to speak with one of her friends last month and apparently things are no different with her new guy well its been 7y since she is with him but she is still very confused and miserable......

When she broke up i look at her and said this is all you have to say to me, after i provided for you, cared was there for you, giving me 3 days to leave the house and telling me you never really love me after 9y.....

I am glad that i found MGTOW and that during those years i changed i got stronger, and i turned my back on women.....

MGTOW is truly a life saver from those selfish cunts