I am 45 and i been dating women since i was 18, during my younger years i was very active, competed in tae kwon do, weight training, soccer, had lots of friends even played in a band. But i wanted a girlfriend,,,,, that's what was missing in my life, i got my first girlfriend at 18 she had big boobs and the sex was amazing but after that, so damn boring she did not like my friends, from all her whining that i was not with her all the time i stop competing in tkd, Sunday morning soccer game was out and the gym she could tolerate until she visited one day and saw HO NO WOMEN.

At one point i was playing the arcade street fighter 2 with a friend and i looked at him and said for the first time in my life i am miserable.... a part from sex there was nothing else. I dumped her..

From 23 to 30 i was pro wrestling in the indies in Montreal i had no girlfriend and it was paradise, i had lots of one night. When i reach 30 we went to a party and i met this fat land whale she had the hots for me, then social programing kicked in all her fat friend where like well you can't live like that she is gonna love you etc etc all the crap women say to manipulate you.....

I went out with her for 3y imagine, she lost weight came to the gym but she was dumb, she brought a picture of me in boxers to her class she was studying to be an accountant, all the girls in her class told her how can a fat bitch like you get a sexy guy like that.

I was so damn ignorant, bough a house 1 month later she brought her fat friends with kids and it was driving me nuts she was 4 feet 11 and 165 pounds she regained all the weight and more and said i want kids, well that was the end of it sold the house lost money but got my freedom back.

God i was 32 and still very well sleeping blue pill beta man i was still believed that my soul mate was out there but i did not find her, so i met this other girl at my other job she was in shape average looking had mental issues she saw a shrink, she was selfish, did not care about me, very very bad sex, but i was stupid enough to buy a house with her, she never touched me or showed affection nothing, but i was mentally condition to think that no couple is perfect so i am going to stay with her we did go out a lot and traveled.

I stayed 9 years with her the last year was hell she had met another guy at her job and she gave me crap until she left me saying she never loved me sold the house and so on.

That was it, i went to Cuba i lost the weight got back in shape and banged a few 22y old i was 41 at the time, i was half awake then i still believe i needed a women in my life...

I met a 26y old that went no where, i met a few online fat ugly single mom and i even got rejected saying i was ugly....i had regain some weight but even then WOW.... then i started reading books on alpha male the rational male and discovered MTGOW lifestyle.

I started thinking at my age what would a women bring to the table i have my condo, my car is paid nothing big 2008 ford focus, i got a great deal on my condo built a small gym multi station free weights and i train at home. The same question kept arising what would a women bring sex.... her kids..... but if she has kids it means no time for me.

I slowly realize that the soul mate does not exist its all women made most relationship 95% of them last from 3-5-7y tops after that its over and the men gets dumped and suffers and realize he put a lot more in then that bitch he was with.....

At 45 i still take care of myself i train because i love training and i don't want to grow old unable to do things i want to keep active all my life. I changed my style i dress well, try to look my best and so on and i am amazed at how many young women will go for an older man, you just need to dumped them after you had your fun.

Men need to become men again, one of my friends who changed jobs recently got dumped he is wasting is career because he is on burnout because of that hoe after 7 years........ women don't suffer after a break up men do. Its up to us to use women for pleasure, when we are done dump them and enjoy life and our freedom as much as we can.....women are poison.