I notice my cognitive abilities have suffered for many years. Going MGTOW has helped me realized it's going to get worse if I don't do anything about it and keep distracting myself with blue pill fantasies and getting married.
My speech and writing has gotten much worse. I feel like years of learning how to pick up women and fit into society have caused me to become a lemming who can hold shallow conversations but is unable to have deep conversations about anything significant. I am unable to think of anything deep. My vocabulary is much smaller and I can't really express myself articulately. I haven't been reading many books and I spent most of time on Reddit trying to get better at attracting women and lifting in the gym. I think it's because many years ago I felt like I wasn't good enough and needed to dumb myself down because of the anti-intellectual environment.
Even when I read books I can't focus for more than 20 minutes. I start to get distracted and go on the internet to check Reddit and read another romantic story on AskReddit or go on MGTOW. Every one says it's normal because books are boring and no longer relevant.
My vision for the future is very blurry. I feel like I'm no longer improving but just doing the same thing everyday. I used to dream of being a scientist like Tesla but then I spent too much time on the internet and my dream turned into become an alpha male who sleeps with a lot of women and has a lot of male friends. I don't know if traveling will help because people tell me traveling is just running away from your problems and not really fixing the issue.
How do you get rid of brain fog and prevent decline? I have tried nofap but it's not really helping because I don't agree with nofappers. They always talk about how women are noticing them more and finding them attractive but I feel like most of them are still blue pilled and thinking like a sheep.
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