I used to think I had a lot of free will but I'm starting to realize genetics has determined a lot of things in my life. I know I can work hard and try to improve myself but I know some things are just impossible like become a NFL player or compete in the Olympics.

I don't have much reason to have kids because I feel my genetics aren't that great and my family legacy doesn't have any meaning. I'm grateful that I don't have any disabilities but I feel my life would be a lot different if I had better genetics. It was definitely harder growing up and not experiencing the same things as everyone else or always having to work harder than others but it's also led me to leave the rat race earlier and live without having to compete.