Hey guys,

Mgtow here for a couple of years now. 26, powerlifter, recently certified personal trainer and going to school for business at the moment for my associates. This past year my mom really went insane on me. There's a plethora of reasons why I think she's becoming the way she is( the wall does not stop for anyone but I'll get to that in another post) but this past year or so she seemed to take joy in belittling me for not having a gf, kid, career, or not finishing school(although I had a 3.7 GPA b4 this semester). It really send me down a spiral, I felt terrible about myself-I felt useless and felt like no one supported me. I dont smoke or drink and I cut off any shady figures from my life. Turns out one of her friends sons O.D and now she wants to "feel sad" but I know I will never receive an apology. This kid was a year younger than me, nice kid in fact, had a kid at 17, did drugs and went out often( kinda like how my mom wanted me too) went to school for a useless degree and was drowning in student loan debt because his mom forced a directionless boy to go to school and got with trouble in the law quite a bit. I told her, are you going to finally get over yourself and stop taking out your own personal disappointments out on me? I'm no saint but I've been doing the right thing and quite frankly I'm tired of you constantly bashing me, I'm still here trying- I didn't give up. I know it was an inappropriate time to rub it in her face but boys....she had it coming. Why should I have to suffer for all the good I'm trying to do because some woman isn't happy with herself? She knows she has to swallow this karma and it urkes her to no end. She belittles me all the time yet all her friends know me as the soft spoken, polite young man who stays out of trouble. The worst hater you can have and the most damaging one too is a family hater. Dont give up boys, I'm nobody special but damn it if you ever doubt yourself or feels like there's no hope or support just remember I BELIEVE IN ALL OF YOU.