These past few days have been rough. Here's what happened.

I started developing that red pill rage that we talk about out in this sub. I don't know if that's because of stuff i was reading online or what happened. By the way, i kinda ended up in MGTOW 1 and i think i 'enjoyed' those meme-type posts that are clearly made to fan that red pill rage. Anyway, i got pretty ruffled after a few days. And then i would go out and see these couples and just feel more enraged (for them, against myself, i don't know). These were not good feelings and even though they might be the ones that brought anyone to MGTOW, they are not healthy to have as a foundation for a lifestyle.

I know deep down it should not bother me to see other couples. I do not wish to be coupled up so that rage is just manufactured by the content i was reading. Actually, i think that guys going MGTOW need to see that some marriages DO work despite meaningless arguments. That is important so that you don't go MGTOW the hateful way that some guys here on Reddit will make you do. Instead, you understand that women are people. Some are not bad. And some are just as demented as the men who go for them. I don't buy into that generalization BS with red pill but i will still go my own way because i do not need relationships/marriage in my life. Red pill to me means don't get taken for a ride and i would never let anyone use me like that. So i think i can dispense with that red pill rage because frankly it just depresses me.

Anyway, just some thoughts i had from my experiences the past few days.