Got back from a family reunion a month ago. My Grandparents met in high school and only had each other. They were married for 60 years, had 10 kids, lived in a modest home, and were comfortable all their lives. My Grandpa died 5 years ago. My Grandma was crying while telling stories about him.

That’s what I want, I know I’m only 22 but I would love to meet someone that is willing to stick by me for everything. What was so common for them when they were young is so rare today. I really want what they had. But you know what most early 20s women are like these days.

I guess that’s why I went MGTOW. Why settle for less? The age of marriages and monogamy is over, and I want nothing to do with it. You see the divorce rates, the rise of polygamy, globalism and automation destroying the middle class, STD epidemics, people having more sexual partners than ever before, the rise of e-girls and Incels. Listening to my grandma’s stories made me tear up a bit, knowing that there won’t be a women who will tell stories about me after my death to our kids and grandkids 60 years from now.

I know I’m not perfect, I had a bout of being promiscuous. It made me realize that it’s a miserable existence. It only made women seem like objects. Trying to have sex became a game, I realized it shouldn’t be that way. I was more interested in what was between their legs than their personalities. When when I tried dating seriously, it was still all about sex, and they had no personality. I eventually stopped seeing women.

But I guess this is the next best thing. Instead of investing in kids and a wife I’ll get to travel the world. Experience different cultures. Drive what I want, drink what I want, and eat what I want. Take advantage of this new world that we find ourselves in. I hope I’m making the right decision, but it doesn’t seem like I have much of one.

I just want what my Grandparents had.