There are many that come in here and give us the "I was once Alpha, now I am beta speech".

Or my personal favorite how the books and sidebar are speed read through like a capuchin monkey on meth. Expect to understand all that content in such a short time? HA. Let us know how that goes for you.

Look the past doesn't matter. You can't change it. You are impressing no one with your speech or speed reading skills.

The future is sure as fuck not written so why worry about it.

THe present is all that matters, and in that you should focus on the process. It takes time...it's literally a process of time. No amount of work on your part will speed it up. Sure you may have a snowflake that comes around within weeks, but you'll be back with the same issues because you haven't understood a damn thing.

Drop the ego bullshit and trying to relive your glory days or better still thinking you did a bunch of MPR stuff, when in fact you've done exactly dick.

Face it. You're beta, likely always were.

MRP is like a rock crusher and it will take you down to 1/4" crumble. From there, you will visit the impactor and you will be turned to dust. Dust size at this point is aprox. 200 mesh, roughly the size of a single grain of talcum power.

You will be contained in a collection, have not lost a single amount of the person once known, but we are not done. You will be reduced even further, down to 500 mesh, almost naked to the human eye. MRP has chemicals, emulsions, heat and the ability to seperate all of you by elements, (humility, ego, code of conduct, virtue, love, masculinity, and trust). If there is any such element in you by recovery, you will be stamped 0.999%.

If none is found, you will be called 'Bull Shit Pure'.

End the charade with dignity, come clean. What you leave behind will weigh more than your burdens in this life.

The men of MRP have been purged like gold having seen the heat of the furnance and the strain of the Master's hammer. They have been examined, turned and tested resulting in the Master's stamp of authenticity that reads 99.999% Pure "MRP". In his wisdom, he withheld, .0001% for humility.

That .0001% allows us to remain trainable and to learn one more thing, one more element of human nature.

Drop the ego.