So background I am 21 and I have 2 sisters. They are both 22 and 27 respectively. They have both sexually abused (mostly the 22 year old sister) and emotionally neglected me. Znd my mom believed them over me saying that Satan could have been manipulating me. (Yeah she said that, for real) And they have burned all of love I had for them out of me. But relevant to the story, I just got told that my 22 year old sister contracted covid. But I felt like I dont care. I truly dont want to talk to any of them. Not my mom, not my sisters. But my heart is broken beyond repair. And I dont forgive them. I dont think I can for give something like that.