The week before last my dad told me he has stage 4 lung cancer. It's a 3cm by 7cm tumor in his right lung. Additionally, he has a 3cm brain tumor and a smaller one in his neck.

He was supposed to go into surgery later this week, but earlier this morning I got a call from my grandma that he had a stroke and went in early. They're doing the operation today.

I have major depression, and this is triggering it super hard. Im at a loss.. I don't know what to do or how to feel.

My dad has been one of the few constants in life up to now, and he's been there for me no matter the circumstances, and he's helped me so much in so many ways. It's really hard to imagine him gone.