sexism is honestly starting to make me suicidal

everything is just getting worse, one of my sisters constantly says generalizing statements when I'm the only other person in the room, my other sister has proudly admitted to going on 'dates' with guys purely to get a free meal, and she's able to pay she just doesn't want to. My dad frequently makes 'all women are stupid' jokes and is now starting to get a little homophobic. The only people in my family who aren't raging sexist are me and my mom, but my mom has been abusive in other ways so she's safer but not safe.

gender inequality in school is rising, boys are now thinking they're dumber than girls by age 7, mens views on male rape victims has gotten better but womens have gotten worse, the constant sexism and gender bias that fucked me up in school is getting worse, one of my sisters has a son and she's completely unwilling to hear that sexism against boys/men might be a thing, oh and the 13th amendment is just as strong as it ever was, race relations are getting worse, and with rising international tensions, theres a good chance we get ww3 and I get to experience what conscription is like.

but all of this shit plus no one but my mom even willing to accept that sexism might be a thing men experience and the fact that sexism is getting worse is just making me want to cry, and scream, and kick a wall, and cry some more and then just take a really really long nap and not wake up