I want domestic violence towards me to be seen as a travesty instead of comedy. I want my consent to matter. I want to not be seen as a monster. I want to be comforted in my weak moments instead of mocked and disposed. I want to be seen as more than just a pawn or a disposable utility to be used in dangerous work or war while women live in comfort and shelter. I want my feelings to matter. Not saying the world needs to bend to my emotions but why is a partner that cares how i feel too much to ask for? I want to be valued as a person instead of being discarded when Im no longer useful or covnenient.

Im just tired.... no. Exhausted.... I dont want to do this anymore...