This is something I enjoy for some reason. But I don't know how I can observe it, if you get what I mean. I can only think of porn videos, but I can't find any porn videos about it. I search for things like "hot guy, fat girl" and it doesn't come up with anything good. Also in real life I love seeing fat/ugly women with hot men as boyfriends or kissing in clubs or bars. It weirdly turns me on.

Sorry for posting this. It is purge week so I thought I may as well.