I’m finally ready to talk about this. I am up in age (45) this may have a lot to do with being sexless now, but this drought started long before I became an old lady .

Background: I spent about 5 years in a toxic sexless situation with a man that was addicted to porn and had weird sexual hang-ups that resulted in me practically begging for sex. In the entire 5 years we probably had sex less than 10 times. It was really a sad situation that was new for me and it sent me into major depression and had major anxiety. I finally walked away in 2012, BUT the last time we were intimate was 2009. So it has been a whopping 13 years for me!

I have no idea how I became stuck like this. I can only figure it’s just been a matter of bad circumstances, but now as a middle-aged women I know it’s due to being old, unattractive, and overweight at this point. It’s very sad to admit but I now feel like I’m way too old to even bother to think I will ever be intimate again.

It is sad that I haven’t meet anyone in all this time… I think am at least a 5 in looks ( I guess)…. again that could be the issue. I do not go out but I am definitely not a hermit lol.

Don’t know why am sharing this, I guess to let it be known that this can happen to a women as well…. I have been sexless for 13 years and not by choice. Finally admitting this sounds pathetic , unnatural and sad as hell.

Has any other women been living a sexless life and not by choice life???