Height: 5'4" Weight: 200 BF %: ~25%

DL: 250lbs BP: 5x5 135lbs S: 5x5 225lbs

Saved and baptized through immersion in 2004, fell away from the church in 2009, but I've come back to faith over the past year. I've always been fairly red-pilled in that I'm naturally selfish and always went after what I wanted, but never had a girlfriend due to "purity" gospel in highschool. Had a lot of friends in high school that were girls that came over for movie nights and pool parties, but I never sealed the deal and shutdown multiple advances. When I fell away I moved 250 miles from home and started working a lot and visiting whores. After the first few encounters I realized that these girls weren't that different from "good" girls in book stores and cafes, just financially smarter. Found TheRedPill a little after that but haven't fully implemented lifting or memorized a lot of the jargon. Current: Praying daily. Bible studies 3x a week. still removing unholy music struggle making it 7 days without Porn or Masturbation

Future goals: find God's will in my life finish college ~2years get married before 2025 have at least 5 kids sub 10% bf lose ~45-60 lbs fat by december 2019 start my own business ie 3d printing, Jesus-help, men's ministry

I attend a pretty masculine church that is ~35 people strong

QUESTIONS:

How to keep strong faith? Lots of temptation in college? Steps to become less of a jerk and more of a Christian?