In the movie The Dark Knight, Alfred tells a story which ends with this quote:

Alfred Pennyworth: You crossed the line first, sir. You hammered then and in their desperation they turned to a man they didn't fully understand. Some men aren't looking for anything logical. They can't be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with. Some men just want to watch the world burn.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=efHCdKb5UWc

So I know this is bad but it's part of my sinful nature that I'm dealing with. Watching these politicians tear themselves apart, destroying our feminist system, sometimes I watch it and part of my heart is enjoying them fighting. I know this isn't good - but it's like I'm watching people who are doing the wrong things and then watching them destroy each other and enjoy it. I know the MGTOW guys feed off of this and enjoy it also.

I'm dealing with this but taking the red pill has made me slightly more bitter perhaps? I know this is more flesh than spirit but it's there right now.