Okay, these videos have their place. Growing up as a blue pill, Christian nice guy, I was painfully aware of my own sinfulness and my need for a savior. I could feel my own failings when it came to lust, pride, etc. But, if you were to ask me about the failings of women, I don't think I could have articulated a single one common to women. I knew, theologically, they were sinners, but i took that on faith. Those divine beings, made of sugar and spice and everything nice, were set up on a pedestal. Even the ones who spread their legs were probably the victims of some a-hole who took advantage of them. And because they weren't especially interested in me, they must not deal with the same sexual temptations that I do. Looking back, I can't help but cringe at my own naivete.

This is where I benefited from MGTOW videos. For the first time I felt the disgust for the way many women act. RP content opened my eyes to see the way things are and helped me get past my conditioning. At the time, though my wife and I still had sex regularly, I was really frustrated that my wife was doing it out of duty rather than out of real desire. Never mind the fact that I was 100lbs. over weight. Pornography had a draw because the women gazed longingly into the camera. Being a retard, I never stopped to think that maybe they just use men for money and validation. That's actually the problem most of the time with porn, you don't stop to think, you allow yourself to be carried away in the moment. Why should some random thot's lack of genuineness and faked desire be satisfying me more that my wife who loves me and is giving herself willingly, in spite of the fact that I let myself become an unattractive fatty. While I still abstained from porn by will power, this idea broke a lot of the struggle for me. I still appreciate the naked female form, but I have my wife for that. The girl online doesn't want me, she wants money, and lengths she's willing to go for it disgusts me.

So if it was so helpful, why stop?

First, I'm still 60lbs. overweight. I have no business sitting around looking for entertainment. Maybe you're in better shape than me, but there really is very little value in most of that content, though it can be good for a laugh.

Second, I used to listen to political talk radio. One guy I liked is Mark Levin. He's a sharp guy, I liked the content and found it informative. However, he would go off on angry tirades several times every show, and every time I was left seething at the state of things as they are. One morning in my daily bible reading I came across Proverbs 22:24-25 "Make no friendship with a man given to anger, nor go with a wrathful man, lest you learn his ways and entangle yourself in a snare." This is what I was doing. I stopped listening to him and almost instantly was happier throughout the day. In a similar vein, Psalm 37:1-8 is especially pertinent to this point.

"Fret not yourself because of evildoers; be not envious of wrongdoers! For they will soon fade like the grass and wither like the green herb. Trust in the LORD, and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness. Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act. He will bring forth your righteousness as the light, and your justice as the noonday. Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; fret not yourself over the one who prospers in his way, over the man who carries out evil devices! Refrain from anger, and forsake wrath! Fret not yourself; it tends only to evil."

Third, the things that you constantly put in are going to come back out. "...For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." Matthew 12:34

I've seen more posts lately that seem to be flowing from YouTube rather than the Bible. It's wise to see reality as it is, but we also want to respond biblically. Don't fret the evil around you, do good and befriend faithfulness! When we see sin we should have both revulsion and pity at the brokenness of God's good designs. If you're constantly boiling with anger and disgust, stop feeding it. Feed on the True Bread and take it to others.