Hey RPW.

Mini story:

You see I've been very entitled over the course of my relationship and now that im trying to be well behaved, I feel as if I shut down when my horrible actions or behaviours of my past self are brought up. I think realizing my blue pill actions made me feel insecure about myself. When I'm insecure I don't talk and then he gets aggravated and things go down hill.

My question is this: How do you ladies (if you understand my emotional stress) keep up the happy beat when something uncomfortable comes up in conversation. Especially if it's about you.

I'm on my phone right now so I can expand on this when I get to a computer later on.

If I'm freaking out over nothing please tell me. I appreciate outside help it helps knock me back on track.