So I've hit a stage with my boyfriend where I'm doing an excellent job of being an awesome girlfriend - I dress nicely, work out regularly, am pleasant, supportive, respectful, interesting, hardworking, etc. And he's responding very well to me - being protective and caring and leading the way. He's also starting to confide more in me his dreams and ambitions because I have his trust.
While our relationship is going well, I'm still not the perfect woman. AWALT, I still have my mood swings and anxieties and self criticism. I'm pretty good at dealing with it myself but lately I have not been able to STFU as well as usual.
I feel like my boyfriend is putting me on an angelic pedestal because I'm generally happy and peaceful and gracious, which is ideally what a RPW wants and I'm certainly not complaining. But sometimes I do feel whenever I have a serious anxiety, he's dismissing it because 1) compared to his problems, my problems are literally nothing, and 2) He doesn't want to see me in any other mood than happy.
I do realize in the long run - when he's dealing with people not paying him thousands of dollars vs me being self-conscious because I have small boobs and he comes from a culture that has big breasted women - his problems are definitely the bigger ones. But I can't help feeling bad when he says things like "you have everything you want and you still complain." Which is true, I am very fortunate with what I have and I should probably learn to be more comfortable in my skin (most of my problems are self confidence or physical appearance problems).
Any thoughts? I've also just been in a really terrible mood lately, like extra self critical, etc.