My best friend of 25 yrs is dying. I'm there bedside 6-8 hrs a day. When I'm around my husband, I just go off about everything. I know he understands but I know it's wearing him down.

It's shaking me to the core. I'm trying to do everything and I just want to break apart into pieces. He tries to help and I just scream. I yelled at him this morning and I don't remember why.

She only has a few days left. I just can't do anything. I'm so angry. I'm taking it all out on him. He's taking it but I know it's unfair. This whole thing is unfair.