Hello ladies, I might be a bit all over the place so please let me know if I’m making any sense I’m not blessed with putting my thoughts on paper (I’m trying to write more so I can improve this though!)

I recently read this post on TRP sidebar: http://no-maam.blogspot.fr/2012/06/woman-most-responsible-teenager-in.html

I am having a really hard time wrapping my mind around the idea that women will forever be treated like children. Does this mean all women should be constantly treated like children – am I taking this concept too seriously? Will I never be treated with real respect as an ADULT or will it always be fake just to make me happy like the article insinuated (and I’m not talking about being in an equal relationship I prefer the approach of being in a balanced relationship). What’s the usefulness of being a woman if all we need to do is be poised, pretty and happy? Does this mean I’ll always be second best? Will I not be remembered other than being someone’s awesome wife? Is there a way for a woman with a strong personality to live by RPW – I’ve been the leader all my life and giving the reigns to my SO has been both rewarding and very hard.

Is this just another step in the depressive/anger state of change like it’s posted here by PowerHuffGirl : http://www.reddit.com/r/RedPillWomen/comments/2s300i/the_red_pill_made_me_depressed_what_did_it_do_to/

I also read this post by FleetingWish : http://www.reddit.com/r/RedPillWomen/comments/1krml5/ponderings_on_maturity/

About the difference between men and women’s maturity that I found very pleasant to read and it made me love my SO even more. However, is having this gift to be more free and happy mean that I’ll be treated like a child all my life regardless?

Here are my answers to the posting rules:

1.What is the problem? (Neutral phrasing: use words like "we," and "our" so that you aren't trying to off-load problems at your SO's feet when there's actually plenty of blame to go around)

  • This doesn’t really have anything to do with my SO directly – this is more of a “finding myself” post. But I suppose my problem is that I don’t want my SO looking at me and treating me like a kid because “all women are like that”

2.What are your faults? How have you contributed to the creation of these issues?

  • Before starting RPW I for sure was acting very childish in the way that I felt entitled to everything. This obviously doesn’t help but I’m doing my best to accept my bitch phase in my life and I’m slowly putting it behind me.

3.Why do you think this (these) problem(s) manifested?

  • Entitlement and trying to be the captain of a ship I can’t navigate on my own.

4.What steps have you already taken to try and resolve the problem?

5.How long has this been an issue?

  • I read the post yesterday and I’m been reflecting on it since.

6.Are you making a mountain out of a mole-hill? If a woman you really despised came to you with this issue, would you still think it's a legitimate concern? Or would you tell her she's throwing things out of proportion?

  • If she’s continuing to shit-test and being a bitch and acting entitled then even I would consider her a child. I guess I would understand the feeling of being lost because at this point it’s an identity issue but I wouldn’t go out of my way to help her if I don’t see her wanting to help herself first

7.How's your bedroom life right now? Are you taking care of his needs emotionally and physically?

  • Sex is great. I love it and he loves it so woot!!

Thanks for anyone who took the time to read this. I’m just a little confused because now my definition of being an adult is all over the place!