So we've been having fights lately cause I can't show him the affection he wants. Mainly with sex. We had one final agreement that I would change and then this morning I went and denied him sex cause I'm always stress with school. Lots of yelling this morning. I feel as if he'd be better off without me but at the same time I want to change so badly for him.

Should I just let him go. He keeps on saying he doesn't feel loved with me.

I agree to how I need to stop putting myself in a selfish world and think more about him because I just want to love him and be with him and marry him. I want to think red pill but I feel like I keep taking a step back.

I'm so lost. Any idea would help.