Lot of questions to ask

1) Whether it is infertility, a condition, a secret, etc. Honest is the best policy in any relationship, let alone an intimate romantic relationship with someone you intend to spend your life with. Try not to knock yourself for being infertile, it will not be a dealbreaker for all men.

Plenty of men out there also do not want children. Should the desire for children arise, many wonderful children out there to be adopted, that could use your love, guidance, and affection. Regardless, be honest and up-front, about everything. No secrets. Guy your dating ghosts you, or doesn't see you anymore? Don't get upset, be happy! No more wasted time, on to the next suitor!

2) I believe the value of a woman is in her natural born character traits; kindness, nurturing, patience, empathy, and so forth. Men are protectors, and providers. I don't care how much a man loves their child, Mommy is the one that gets the bulk of the love, and for good reason. Mom is comfort, she is kindness, she is nurturing. When you scrape your knee, you go to Mom for comfort and consolation. Scrape your knee in front of your Dad, and suddenly you want to be "tough" and try to walk it off.

Women have wonderful and unique character traits, as well as their own unique feminine beauty. A woman has value for far more than simple breeding and sex. When a man and woman come together, ideally, they balance out each other's weaknesses and enhance each other's strengths.

A woman can and will focus on thousands of things at once. This means that women will have tons of ideas, and consider many possibilities, but will rarely be able to make a decision due to the influx of thoughts consuming their minds.

A man will hyperfocus on one single thing. This means that the man will have such intense passion about one single thing that it inspires others. It is easier for a man to follow through on something because of how focused on that something he is; nothing will stop him. But, a man typically doesn't consider thousands of things at once due to this. A man can get too focused/preoccupied with the wrong thing if this hyperfocus is not channeled properly.

But, when man and woman come together? The man takes the woman's myriad of ideas and possibilities, and decides on what the focus is. Then, once there has been an objective set, repeat the same process. The woman comes up with tons of ideas to meet the objective, the man does them. A man will put a woman's thoughts into perspective.

The opposite is true; a woman that loves her man will tell him when he's fucking up, and hyperfocusing on the wrong things. Both have strengths, and weaknesses. But as outlined above, the weaknesses of both parties are effectively nullified by the other's strengths.

3) It is perfectly fine to have hobbies, especially when you can be entrepreneur minded about your hobbies and turn them into an income!

However, it is unacceptable to ignore your loved ones for said hobbies. Being passionate about a hobby is a great thing; but not if it comes at the cost of showing passion toward your husband.

Respectfully (I mean this as an observation, not an attack), from reading your post, it seems that the bulk of your passion is about your skincare more than a relationship at this point.

Nothing really "wrong" with that, as you aren't in a relationship. But for me, personally, it would eventually become a dealbreaker.

I would recommend that, before getting into a relationship, you just spend some time to yourself thinking about what it is you want in life. Be flexible. What I wanted in my life when I was in my 20s is drastically different than what I want now in my mid-30s. My wants and needs will likely transform with each decade. Yours will too.

I would suggest continuing with your skincare; it is your passion at this point in your life. If that is your passion, own it. Don't let society make you "feel" like you have to be or do anything. No problem with putting relationships on hold to focus on yourself, or a side hussle.

Regards.