I am muslim so it's haram, but it's not like we had sex or something, I know my boundaries but I feel so much shame right now.

yesterday I went out with someone, he was genuinely a good guy, I really liked him, we kissed on the first date but that was it, yesterday was our second and it was a full on make out session.

I feel like a sl*t, like a disgrace to my parents, I had a nightmare about it tonight.

I want to continue seeing him, he asked me out on a third date and I'm going, I enjoyed our time together but I don't know how to get over this guilt that's eating me alive.

I know he's not using me, I made the first step, I leaned in, so why do I feel this terrible?