Check my post history... my first post under this handle was about my dead bedroom. Shortly after that post I stumbled across the Red Pill. Now, a few short weeks later:

  • my wife is giving me BJ's on a regular basis, and loving it, along with the various other activities we are both enjoying frequently

  • peace love and quietude rules our home, because of me. Still working on my son, trying to get some red pill into him... that'll take time.

  • I've been lifting, more than ever before, and results are starting to show, not just physically but also psychologically. I've always been "fit" due to lots of aerobic work, but skinny... so the bulked shoulders and chest are a big change in my look (and feel)

  • last night, went over to a gathering of friends, sort of a combo Father's day get together, plus one of the wives' birthday, plus "kids swimming pool party". Beers, burgers, cake, good times. After a few beers I go inside the birthday girl's house to find a bathroom, and she follows me. Shows me to the bathroom, says "want me to join you" ... her intent is unmistakable. I decline, have to pee, close the door. I come out, she's still standing there blocking my way, demands a "birthday hug" ... ok I give her a hug, then she's all over me, trying to kiss me, hands everywhere. Drags me out into the garage, closes the door behind us and finally I gave in and gave her a good red pill kiss and a nice squeeze on her ass, then slapped that rump and told her she's a very bad girl and that's all she's getting from me. Sent her back to her husband and kids in the back yard and I got the hell out of there.

Pre red-pill, this (a) never would have happened, and (b) if it did I would have no idea why, what it means, and what to do about it.

Just for the record, I am still married and have no intention of cheating on my wife, I consider what I did to be a birthday present for a friend. She's a classic case of blond, 5'4" hotness, now age 40+, hitting the wall and needing some male validation.

Thanks guys. Mean it.