Hey all, i've found TRP more than a year ago but i didn't give a shit about it back then - even tho i should, but that's another story. So, the last week I've watched some scenes from Matrix (this is like my favorite movie of all times) and im always blown by the pill scene. But this time was different. I've watched the scene from other perspective - trough the eyes of Neo and i've said to myself: " How would my life be IF that pill EXISTS? " With google's help i got into reddit/TRP, and started to read, and when i say READ, i mean few hours without any break. After a while a sit back and i was trying to digest everything i've read. Believe me, it was painful. I couldn't believe that i've wasted so many years of my life being "nice", being "moral", being "the one who gives a fuck".. I was angry and frustrated at the same time. I was angry at me, i was angry at every fucking person i've been "good" with and in return i got NOTHIG. I still cannot believe how the majority of good people are treated like shit.

Thanks for the slap! I really need it! Time to rule my own shit!