It was hard, and it was bitter, but its worth it, and its a step in the right direction.
I told my toxic liberal roommate to get fucked and that im not signing the lease for the 3rd year last night, I sent the landlord a letter of vacancy today. I than went into storage. Oh my god.
Untold boxes and boxes upon just bullshit that i've been carrying around from apartment to apartment for years. I literally havent touched this shit since highschool and just never have went through it. Old slayer and metallica shirts, boxed oldschool video games I haven't touched in years, old version 3 dungeons and dragons shit, old magic the gathering shit, PC gaming stuff from highschool, heavy metal cds, a huge vhs collection of old horror movies, all kinds of weird pop culture shit. This is gonna be a 5 trip car load to goodwill pain in my ass tomorrow.
Tomorrow I clean my room and start getting ready to move. There will be many more trips of leaving hoarder shit at goodwill. I need an entire new wardrobe, ive been wearing the same torn up band shirts since highschool. My car needs to get fixed immediately, nothing major, when I have some more money I'll get my gym membership back, I started lifting in the spring but stopped because I didnt have the money to eat right and started getting laid and got complacent (classic shitty bluepill trap). I'll be back as soon as I move. I start a new job Friday, its blue collar but I can make some serious cash some day and probably retire in my 50's if I play my cards right.
I recently cut a bunch of people off. Didnt even give them the time of day. Just blocked them on facebook and blocked their number. Some even owed me money i'll never see. I'm moving soon and moving on with my life.
I've been living somewhere between betaville and cuckistan for years, im finally moving out of this terrible apartment and throwing out just boxes of hoarder shit ive collected over the years of just stupid nerd shit I got from goodwill and rummage sales as a kid. Time to have no roommates and grow the fuck up, what a terrible, embarassing, pathetic, materialistic existence i've lived for the past 25 years.
Thank you. If I didnt start casually browsing these subs last year, i'd be re-signing my lease again with my roommate and still holding onto the past. At some point its just time to grow up and move on and better yourself, and leave all of the losers and bad memories behind. Time to stop being a pale skinny white nerd loser and grow up.
I got 6 weeks to come up with $4000 to move and im gonna make it fucking work.