This is a long one, strap in.

To save the life story insert typical AFC beginnings. Before I swallowed I was a loner. I had no strong male friendships, no social circle, not even acquaintances. I was clinically alone. This amounted over time in high school to extreme misanthropy. Waking up and going to school (I’m now in first year university) was an aching tedium and seeing other peoples happiness was the slow poison.

Since swallowing, I honestly can’t quantify how much my life has changed. Today, I met up with a girl that I hadn’t seen in 3 months. When we first met, I spoke to her for an hour and flirted casually. Went for coffee, came back to mine and made out with heavy petting. She was incredibly reserved, intellectual type of girl and a virgin, so quite reticent at first. She says no a few times coquettishly, yet I persevere until I have her quivering in my hands. Suddenly she pushes me away.

“You’ve torn down all my mental barriers. No guy has ever done that, they always gave up when I said no” I grab her by the waist and pull her close, looking deeply into her eyes. “I’m the kind of guy that sees something he wants and takes it” Commence level 10 tingles on the gina scale. She then proceeds to maul my face and at the same time rip off my clothes.

Thank you TRP.

Last week, I met a cute older girl (21) on my birthday (19 years). I had a performance with my dance group (ethnic community stuff). I was largely in a shit mood and hung-over from the night before so my interaction with her was fueled principally by not-giving-a-fuck which led me to flirt and express my desire plainly to her. Post-performance the group went for dinner. She reciprocated the flirting. She grabs my leg at the table and starts stroking me over the jean fabric above my crotch. I get up to get a drink. She follows. She motions to go outside. Outside and some distance away from the restaurant I grab her by the waist and press her against the building whilst kissing her deeply. Despite it being dark and quite a discreet part of the town, people passing in the street turned and sneakily stared. They knew shit was going down. I continue until she is practically begging me to take her right there. We return to the restaurant and that night and the next, we proceed to text fuck each other until we agree on a time to meet.

Her: “OMG. You're actually so sexy aha The way you grabbed me tonight PWO haha”

“The way you held me against you made me VERY turned on. very. Can't wait to see what ur like NOT in public ;)”

“I wasn't sure you were interested until you started touching me in the car eheh I’m glad you got closer”

After some serious dirty talk:

Her: “you're going inside of me, because I can't deal with this flirting and dirty talk anymore. You need to fuck me. Hard.”

Two days later she comes to my house (I live 45 minutes away from her. Also, she has extremely conservative parents so it is under the pretense of visiting a girlfriend) and I proceed to fuck her like a wild bear.

Her: “you’re way better than my ex-boyfriend” Me: “I’m always better than everyone’s ex-boyfriend” She goes fucking wild. In that afternoon I made her squirt seven times. Yes, she was a fucking squirter. She liked it rough and I gave it to her. Until that day, I was also a virgin.

Thank you TRP.

Yes, I’m bragging. Yes I’ve only written about getting with girls. However, the confidence I now have IS all ME. It is all due to TRP; the posters who share their experiences, their knowledge, their lives to help others. Thanks to Tomassi, Greene, Manson and Pook. Courtesy of the years of silent suffering and regret that I finally decided to eclipse with new conquest. Largely because of myself, and only myself, taking responsibility for my own happiness and path in life such that I will never again feel the same helpless suffering I pathetically drowned in.

Thanks to TRP I have recognised and seen myself in a dominant, sexually assertive and pervasively confident frame. That which I would never have believed I could ever hold previously.

Thank you. Thank you. Fucking thankyou.

Note: My recent successes were not instantaneous. The learning curve over the last six months has been fucking harsh. I failed with LMR in bed with two girls, got grilled by super-feminist bitchy friends of another girl attracted to me (they were trying to ‘protect’ their friend) and had countless rejections and frame battering along the way. I know all of it was necessary to become the man I want to be.

TL:DR Was a chump. Now I’m not. This is appropriate https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKj4upY1VYI&feature=kp

EDIT: Current status: Spinning three plates, actively fucking two. Aced my first semester uni exams. Lively social life and developing friendships. Have a successful tutoring job, owner respects and trusts me greatly, leaving me in charge of business (60 students and 20 tutors) sharing responsibility with 3 other tutors.