Just realized I screwed up and prolly lost a girl.

That's fine though, and TRP made me realize this. Now I value this constant process of learning, of becoming better. Sure, these things suck sometimes, but I'm looking forward instead, forward to all the cool shit that will happen. So fuking happy I realized this.

Todays lesson was:

  1. You ALWAYS gotta live your OWN life. Walk your OWN path. Women can join you, but that changes nothing about what you're doing.
  2. Be alpha. Keep your frame. Unreactiveness. Seriously. Always. NEVER CHANGE. Never back down.
  3. Write more! This is so important to vent and clear things up. This shit hit me like a wall. After writing I understand what happened, when and why.

Keep it up guys