I don't feel anything anymore.

March 20, 2014

Last weekend, four months after implementing TRP, and six years after we last played regularly, my girlfriend returned to BDSM. I took her out into the middle of the desert and she stood against the wall and whimpered as I marked her shoulders and ass with all sorts of implements.

We're back where I want to be. She chokes on my cock. She wears impractical panties under skirts. She shuts the fuck up. In theory, I've got this one locked and can shift some focus to other areas of improvement, exercise, career, adding plates, etc. That's happening now.

But I don't feel anything anymore. I don't really know if I'm even attracted to her. I don't know if I'm attracted to anyone. I'm looking at women - everyone from business chicks on the street to sluts in porn - and it's like I can't see the whole anymore, I can only zero in on imperfections.

I have converted my primary into a properly submissive cocksucker and I'm not sure I even want to be with her anymore. Or any woman, for that matter.

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Title I don't feel anything anymore.
Author 87GNX
Upvotes 35
Comments 26
Date March 20, 2014 5:15 PM UTC (7 years ago)
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