I live in China and I am 11 hours ahead of you. The sun is setting I am here with an empty bottle of vodka and cuddling with my cat and thinking "what is next"? Yesterday I was balls deep in a 4'11" Filipina and thinking "Yes. every day for the rest of my life"

But she has visa problems and I have visa problems and I think it just won't happen.

So it is a new day and what am I going to do?

I will exercise. I won't "lift" but I will exercise. I will review my agenda so that I can make the most money in the shortest time before I get on a plane to see my family for Christmas.

And I will chit chat online to line up a girl in Toronto (of all places) and then one here for my return.

If you have not figured this out, I found an awesome girl but we can't be together. So I'm just moving forward.

No matter how bad it gets, you just keep moving on. There is always another door.