I had my first Red Pill Moment - an understanding of what women want - over 30 years ago. As a teenager I was awkward and no girls would give me the time of day.

At age 18 I finally said "fuck this shit" and ditched my Poindexter glasses for contact lenses, clipped my hippie haircut into something in style got some cool clothes, fronted a rock band and joined the army reserves (and packed on 20 pounds of muscle with the latter over the course of the next year).

And then Holy Shit! I spent my 20s in series of LTRs because I could find hot women to do that with and there was always one right around the corner to move on to.

At about 30 I reinvented myself and then became a total manslut. Week by week ONS with a bunch of chubbies until I got my head out of my ass.

I toned things down and then my job lead me to China. I am not White Warrior Asian Pussy Slayer or anything. In five years I can count on one hand my girls but they are quality like this or this or this

I got married November 19th to the most wonderful girl ever (17 years younger than me) so I took myself off the market - although we have to see how her 3-some meter measures.

My point is that you have ASKTRP but you can drop a comment here or PM me for some advice.